2004-03-19 - 2:54 p.m.
this weekend "the big buh" starts in earnest. saturday/sunday will be spent squiring my big sis around to her favorite mass hotspots for one last din-din, one last drink, one last hash, you get the gist. my heart is breaking. i'm not good at buh bye. fortunately the official buh is next sunday. i have a week to adjust to the impending buh.
tonight i push down all those negative, sad, depressed feelings with a steady stream of music, mayhem and alcohol: le pill.
buying things also helps mask the hurt, let's hope i find silver shoes to go with my new supercool silver purse after work.
