2004-05-05 - 3:38 p.m.
here's why today fucking sucks:
the trip to nyc was horrible. everything that could've gone wrong did. i thought at one point i would totally lose it. morrissey didn't even save the day because it just wasn't good (no emotion, stilted hackneyed moves, he seemed tired/bored).
i've been fucked by two (possibly three) sellers on ebay who have never sent their items. one being a rug for my new place. i hope they rot in ebay hell.
i have two suspicious moles that hurt on my right shoulder. i've never noticed them before. i can't get a doctor to see me before june. so i can just worry about until then.
i haven't seen my sister in forever and she never calls me.
i am turning 30 in 14 days.
my computer at home is completely fucked and hasn't worked in over a week.
i wrote an email to someone today in an attempt at the old "olive branch" but they didn't write back. on that front, i give up.
i'm sure i could come up with more emo babbling, but i'll stop now.
