2004-05-06 - 2:08 p.m.
yesterday's proverbial shitstorm (vulgarian, i know) seems to have subsided.
i can't do anything about the nightmare before morrissey that was the nyc trip. all i can do is look forward to having a better time at the strokes a week from saturday. i'm pretty sure weeee will.
i have reported the two shirkers to the ebay police. one just called back and says they are sending my posters today. we'll see kiddies. the rug is all but lost as the "seller" does not respond to email and their phone was disconnected. i just want my $49.39 back. stupid IKEA rug that would've been perfect in my new bedroom.
i have given up on having an aesthetically pleasing computer monitor. unlike crowded house, i will dream it's over. it is. there is no adapting this fucker. tonight i will switch back for my jumbo fatty monitor and i will once again be up and running computer stylee in mi casa.
i'd be lying if i said i wasn't looking forward to the last friends episode. i'd be lying if i told you i've seen any of the episodes this season. i am jumping on the bandwagon in the most fairweather "friendly" way possible. adios mes amigos.
i can't do anything about these moles except hurt my neck trying to look at them in the mirror between now and june 4. i am trying to be of the mindset that it CAN'T be anything bad (or i would be the unluckiest 30 year old girl in the world). if you know me well, you know why i say this.
bday plans are coming together. i will be celebrated in some form. while this fact made me want to choke on my own barf yesterday, today i'm ok with it. while i claim to love/need/crave/desire attention at all times, sometimes too much attention makes me a superfreak. and not in the cool rick james (before the crack addiction and insanity) kind of way.
i finally saw my little sis last night. she saw the apartment and while not enthusiastic (i think a little green-eyed) she "liked" it. it breaks my heart that we aren't the way we used to be friendwise, just because i moved.
as for the olive branch, it must've rotted and died, because i got no response. only negative today, that's gotta mean something...
